I am a pet person and all round animal lover, but dogs... *sigh* I've always had trouble with them... I need to rephrase that, I have trouble with me and the poor pups suffer. The last dog I had that got entirely out of control, and that I later realized I'd taught him to be a biter, :-( made me certain I never wanted another dog. I simply didn't trust myself enough. It wasn't fair to the animal to be stuck with me!
Well, last year my guides started bringing up the idea of a puppy in meditation. Not a shelter dog, not a rescue, but a puppy. They wanted me to find and raise one and I fought that like you would not believe! I didn't trust myself, I didn't want the complication in my life, I worried over ever little detail and I fought and fought and fought!
Looking back now, I still
